Joy!!!!!

Life is Beautiful!!! Yes it is!!!

But,

It is still waiting, waiting since I know it

Waiting for that which I know does not exist,

Future of then,

Hasn’t showed me now

That which I thought was waiting here today.

I now want to see it in the past of day after.

Even day after will have it not.

And I have known it all.

Everything I do,

Is to get what matters the most.

And “to get” what has always been with me,

With me but still waiting,

For a glance of recognition

I look at it not into the eye

I look for “It”, into “Its” eyes.

I know it know, I have known it before,

I realise it now, I have realised it before

Face on face for that doesn’t matter

Face on face, still, for what matters the most.

Certain of uncertainty.

Certain of certainty as well,

The shadow of the former,

Makes life the way it always has been.

Enough is enough; I want to see u into the eye

Love u not for reason

Longing, no one else could wait that long.

And yet again I lose the game

This close and that for still…..

And yes!!!

You r beautiful

You r my self

U r and all that comes is a shadow of yours.

Day after, tomorrow, today

Naa, not any more,

This moment here it is and in the next and

Further u came along…………………..